You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed, sing like bird, dizzy in my head, Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night.
You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe, shine like gold, buzz like a bee, just the thought of you can drive me wild, Oh, you make me smile.

Friday, August 9, 2013

Feeling: Done, Happy, Tired, Excited, Anxious, Comfort

Maybe it has to do with being 33 weeks pregnant.  Maybe it has to do with the fact that the Hubby has been on afternoons this week.  Or maybe it's the fact that the terrible 2's crept into our house unwelcome just before Logan turned 3 1/2?  Maybe it's because I need to see some very special Ladies, but have bailed because I am feeling crummy.  But want to see them so bad that I want to cry.  In honesty,  I think it's a combination of everything.  I really hate complaining, but I feel that's all I do. Every.  Single.  Day.  I complain about how I'm feeling.  Then feel bad.  This pregnancy is just so different from the first - it's another Boy, so no little Diva on the way.  I'm a few years older, we have a 3 1/2 year old with his own demands, our Marley girl, a larger place to keep in 'order', and just recently took in a 2 year old Beautiful Golden Retriever, named Zeus.  He really is a sweetheart, just need to break him in with our family 'rules'.   On the other hand, I am happy that I am healthy with a healthy strong little guy thriving in my belly.  I have a wonderful Husband, our Son, although lately has been a bit difficult, is my whole being and really is as sweet as pie with his I love You Mommy and plenty of hugs and kisses.  We are surrounded by loving and helpful family and friends.  I am loving my new pixie cut, but not loving the weight of this belly, I have borrowed a belly support, and thank goodness that Becky found it.  Reading over this, I realize I am allllll over the place.  I am feeling better after watching this video on you tube that Jodi sent us: Bromance - even though it's a bunch of dudes in love in the most heterosexual way, I feel this way about my soul sisters....but I would totally let them touch my lower back LOL  Well, I feel this rant is over.......

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